two posts in two days on this blog, i go realli have quite alot to fret for.
i've been trying to battle alot of temptations lately, to laze, lust, u say it, i might probably have it. Thank God and praise be to Him, for He had been faithful and have always put alot of other tots on my mind just when i start to entertain those temptations. So far, its been a faith walk and i haven't slipped much, though i must admit, i'm quite very close to slipping at times. worrying.
my results made me realised that its all God and not me, thats why currently, i am realli scared of slipping behind in my walk. for the first time in 3 months last friday, i skipped my quiet time. pray that it does not get into a pattern. Also, i haven been able to talk to God lately. i'll enter into prayer and end up drifting away into my own world of tots. Its been really realli dry and i fear for my walk. Its been abt 10 mths since i have rededicated my life to God and now, its realli like an all time low for this season.
Another thing. i sprout alot of nonsense out of my mouth lately, so much so i cant stand it sometimes. its not the normal nonsense i had been sprouting, but lately, more of being sharp tongued, esp to people i dont have patience for.
My father on the other hand, had been saying chinese vulgarities all over the phone. i dont like being ard him. thats why i frequent my grandma's house. BUT, going there reminds me of the fact that i haven tried my best to reach out to them, cos my grands are buddhists. My mom managed with God's help to convert 3 others to God, but the maj there are still non-christian. Pray for renewed passion to see my family saved.
i've been trying to battle alot of temptations lately, to laze, lust, u say it, i might probably have it. Thank God and praise be to Him, for He had been faithful and have always put alot of other tots on my mind just when i start to entertain those temptations. So far, its been a faith walk and i haven't slipped much, though i must admit, i'm quite very close to slipping at times. worrying.
my results made me realised that its all God and not me, thats why currently, i am realli scared of slipping behind in my walk. for the first time in 3 months last friday, i skipped my quiet time. pray that it does not get into a pattern. Also, i haven been able to talk to God lately. i'll enter into prayer and end up drifting away into my own world of tots. Its been really realli dry and i fear for my walk. Its been abt 10 mths since i have rededicated my life to God and now, its realli like an all time low for this season.
Another thing. i sprout alot of nonsense out of my mouth lately, so much so i cant stand it sometimes. its not the normal nonsense i had been sprouting, but lately, more of being sharp tongued, esp to people i dont have patience for.
My father on the other hand, had been saying chinese vulgarities all over the phone. i dont like being ard him. thats why i frequent my grandma's house. BUT, going there reminds me of the fact that i haven tried my best to reach out to them, cos my grands are buddhists. My mom managed with God's help to convert 3 others to God, but the maj there are still non-christian. Pray for renewed passion to see my family saved.
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