i think my family is gonna break apart. mom told me she has sth to tell me and my brother after our exams, which means its gonnna be somthing big. sth along the line of a divorce. not that i am concerned abt it, in fact, i am just numb to the fact

the past few years had been very tough for my mom cos she had been the one trying to take initiative to mend relationship even though from my point of view, its my dad's pride that got the things the way they are now. And now, he still doesnt wanna admit that he is wrong. On top of that, when my mom goes to sleep the past few weeks, he would rub plastics bags and make loud noises with it just to irritate my mom. me and my brother both stand witness. The plastic bag by the way, is empty, and there is no reason why he should do it at night. at abt 1 am. he stops when he knows my mom's awake.

another thing, i'm quite sure that my dad's been using his power as the reignin RC chairman to do somethings that are pretty distasteful, like pulling strings and givingmy brother 70 hours of CIP for working in the RC library, even though my brother himself professed that he had never even smelt the books in that place. moreover, i do hear once that he talked abt feng shui. Come on, he serves in the China ministry in our church.

i think, sumtimes, i dunno why i still can stand it with him. hai. do keep me in prayer. my results are sumthing to thank God for this time round though. :D