yup i know that its much better being the one telling things than being the one doing things. its so hard.
just for updates, on sunday before i slept, i message my fren to comfirm if chem was on thursday. i had planned to study chem on wednesday night. Just before i entered into dream land, my fren replied and her reply gave me a shock cos my chem exam was on MONDAy, which means i dun have time to study.
i must say, the chem paper was a walk of faith. paper 3. highest weightage. if i pass, its God. same for physics, though i already knew before hand. i couldnt stud properly and still cannot, the day before exams. however, for these 2 papers, i must say, God put in me some hope of passing. We shall see, if God chooses to deliever me. I realli pray and hope so.
for maths, my most confident paper, well, i flopped it. i couldnt understand the question, so that meant that i had to skip the whole questions. Something abt maths is that although the language used it in english, u have to understand it the not-english way.
i realli realli hope i can pass. and pray so too.
just for updates, on sunday before i slept, i message my fren to comfirm if chem was on thursday. i had planned to study chem on wednesday night. Just before i entered into dream land, my fren replied and her reply gave me a shock cos my chem exam was on MONDAy, which means i dun have time to study.
i must say, the chem paper was a walk of faith. paper 3. highest weightage. if i pass, its God. same for physics, though i already knew before hand. i couldnt stud properly and still cannot, the day before exams. however, for these 2 papers, i must say, God put in me some hope of passing. We shall see, if God chooses to deliever me. I realli pray and hope so.
for maths, my most confident paper, well, i flopped it. i couldnt understand the question, so that meant that i had to skip the whole questions. Something abt maths is that although the language used it in english, u have to understand it the not-english way.
i realli realli hope i can pass. and pray so too.

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Glad to know that your results satisfy you bro. Mine is D for Econs, O for C maths so far. History is prob a C. So that's much like yours.
I've studied the Statement of Faith of Synagogue, Church for all Nations. Seems generally alright to me. The speaking in tongues thing seem ok too. Of course you can imply certain things here and there, but they're only very minor details. Everything else, including salvation and all seems to be doctrinally in order.
And comparing T.B. Joshua to the book of Acts and great prophets like Samuel in Old T, what he's doing seems pretty much word based to me. Things like using the word of knowledge to tell the whole congregation of a specific person's sins, and that person having to stand up and confess to all. Sounds almost like a cult, but if you juxtapose that with things like Paul being filled with the Spirit and Ananias and Sapphira being killed on the spot, well that isn't too far different, is it? And them referring to T.B. Joshua as prophet and man of God, well, that's how they always refer to old time prophets. So it seems ok...
Lately I'm kinda indifferent to everything. This morn prayer meeting for school cell I didn't quite care bout anything. Didn't feel like praying. Watched while the rest closed their eyes and prayed.
Also lots of troubling thoughts coming into my mind. Sometimes when somebody irritates me, the words "shut the F_ _ k up" will just flare up in my mind. Though I don't say it, it's kinda bad already. Happens increasingly these days.
Don't feel like talking to God either. Feels like chasing wind sometimes.
Feeling jealous sometimes too. I never used to care bout birthdays and all that nonsense. Then when I knew bout a friend getting so much attention for her birhday I think I got a bit jealous. Made me wonder if those who look better get more attention. I mean, the root cause of those thoughts are jealousy in the first place lah. I should just remain content right.
Sick and tired of everything. That opens me up to spiritual attack, really. I hate the devil. But I'm sick of everything too you know.
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